“Cinta yang tak bisa diraih akan menjadi cinta yang terdalam” 29 janvier 08

I’ve got this quote from a nouvellete in a gossip magazine [of course this is my mom’s bible, not mine]. Fiuh…this is shows how’s love could be so mean. Masa sesuatu yg ga bisa qta dapetin malah bakal paling sulit dilupakan. It’s not fair… But, maybe it’s true. Ecspecially for the qonquerer-club. Huehehe.
Kay teori ‘hard-to-get’ effect di psi social, maqin susah qta ngedapetin sesuatu itu, qta bakal maqin menghargainya. Coz I can’t reach him, I can’t replace him with another. His position is get stronger. So, another guyz is just like a commercial break, and he’s the box-office movie. Crazee. I hate to say this. It just like I can’t control myself.
Ok, back to topic. Actually right now I’m trying to evaluate. Is this just an euphoria for a while, coz ‘cinta-yang-tak-teraih’ itu adalah serpihan puzzle yg ilang n bqn qta penasaran selama hidup? Or this is a true feeling? Smuanya tumpang tindih, lo.
Somehow, it blast on my mind: is it possible to be some punishment for the qonquerer? Oh, it was a curse. That’s why I should have an apology as soon as possible. Someone should heal me. I think the cure is being victim in some eventual trap. Do u agree?